This probably isn't going to go well.

My life is going great. I can say with 100% certainty that this is the best year of my 24 years. And it's only getting better. Life is good. God is good. Friends are good. Hell, my hair is even good.

I'm sad to say though, that I still don't have complete control of my emotions. This is why I'm switching medications again. This never goes well for anyone and never has gone well for me. There will be massive withdrawals and a whole new set of side-effects. I'm prepared to accept the physical sickness that is sure to come my way -- but I'm not sure I'm prepared to fight the emotional roller coaster. I'm scared. I'm worried. I fear the consequences.

Here's hoping for the best.

For those who are close to me, please please please help me through this transition. I might be a bitch, I might be a basket case. If you hear from me and I'm crabby, bitchy or just plain obnoxious -- I beg your forgiveness in advance. And if you've got time to, maybe you can check up on me and make sure I'm doing OK. Prayers please :)

5 Comments:

Anonymous Erin said...

Hi you. I will take care of you. I will let you come to my house and I'll watch food tv with you.

11:38 PM  
Blogger Karen said...

Even if i've already passed my allotted 2 days? ;) I might take you up on that -- I love some Food porn.

PS: got the car fixed. Well -- that problem at least. There's still all the problems that existed before -- including but not limited to half the lights being out. LOL God if that car wasn't a Beetle, I'd have beat it with the baseball bat yesterday.

6:30 AM  
Blogger Peg said...

I stopped taking Lexapro last October. It was making me feel as though there was nothing wrong ever...even though I had a huge conflict going in my own marriage. It made me feel as though I just didn't care and that's not what I wanted to feel.
I really think it's time to get back on it, but I too am scared of the roller coaster that follows and I also don't really like the physical side effects.
Good luck sweetie!

9:45 AM  
Blogger Karen said...

Seroquil did that to me -- the zombie thing so I switched... one of the many times I've switched ;) You can choose a different med -- just because Lexepro was shit doesn't mean something else won't work. That's what I'm hoping. Yay Prozac! Prozac will work!

9:02 PM  
Blogger Becki said...

Good luck!

10:58 AM  

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